same is bored..

Night...I on my way to sleep tonight. Thinking, why I never like a routine activity?

I think it's bored. You do the same thing every day. Go to the same place, go through the same scene

I just read some thing, how to make ur life is always wonderful?..

I have to following the flow. That life is something to be enjoyed, not a burden

But, how to following the flow?

I hear John mayer sing through the iTunes..

"stop this train, I wanna go home an go back again.." 

Yup, I reall wanna stop this train, change in to another train, change the location, the destination..

I don't wanna be in the same train every day

but, how If I can't stop the train? how If I am forced to stay still in this train?

How to enjoy the journey? how to enjoy the scenery if you don't even like it?

Really need to share a tips to enjoying this journey, without any thought to forced the train to stop..

please...
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SHUT UP!

EVERY BODY SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!
You just don't know that I can say this awful awful things in front of your annoying face!!!...
Maybe you older than me, uglier than me, fatter than me, more annoying than me, (pretend) knowing everything than me, BUT I'M NOT AFRAID OF YOU...
not even a bit

I don't wanna make a war here! I don't wanna start one too...but if you insist! well, it would be my pleasure..
You do one more awful thing to me. I slap your mouth! you bitch!!!!!!

when?

Hi..how's life?...
well...so far so not good ;D

7 months I already live here. In this country so called Singapore..How's it feel live here?

First time I came here, feel so excited. Especially when you see the transportation system. So clean, so in order, so punctual...well oh well the first imprecision of the bus and MRT very very make me impressed. By that time, I have a feeling. maybe I can live here for 2-3 years or more..or even became a PR here?

The fact is, after 6 month I live here. I'm getting bored. I'm the people who easily getting bored. The city is so small, the food is not as good as in Indonesia, the people are so mean, and everything you do here yo need a deposit..Oh gosh!!!!
I feel so damn bored right now, I want to escape from here. But, it can't be done so easy! You can't right away booking a flight, find a destination, give the resign letter, and go...No I can't do that!

Maybe this called home sick. But, I don't miss home. I want a damn good life. It doesn't have to be rich, doesn't have to be beautiful, doesn't have to be glamourous, but you will enjoy every little things that happend in your life
Maybe I'm the one who greedy.. maybe...
but Really I want life more than my life right now ;D

now the question is..when I will start to looking my new damn good life? when I will leave this boring city? when oh when...