This post is to justify my self about why there're a lot of terrible come on my mouth or come on my mind and from my handwriting. This stage of life, this time is have been a terrible time for me. There's a lot of terrible thing happend that what's make me easily say terrible word. This city is the one who make me like this
It's been awful and terrible living here, working here...
I don't know I feel like keep doing the wrong things, keep choosing the wrong choice and end up with blaming my self
After a lot of crying time, and keep blaming my self about what just happend..I try another way to protect my self from a broken heart, sad feeling, guilty feeling and all of those awful feeling that I don't want it anymore.So, saying a terrible word is to distract my self, and put all the anger in to those word
If anyone complain about why you say all the terrible word?..don't be shame, it's right to be not right, to be bad sometimes. You need to be bad sometimes. You can't always be saint, saint is boring...isn't it?
BLOODY FUCK*NG HELL...I HATE THIS LIFE ON THIS STAGE.......
