Gloomy week

Huufffhhhh... My whole week even last week became a gloomy week. A lot of shit happend for this couple of week. Especially all the shit in the office. I can't take it anymore!!! Really have to decide to leave this new office. new job.
It's not that I can't handle this shit things that just happend. It's just if I still stay at this office, I will be a complete shit people. A different people from that I used to be...I just realize I always pretending to somebody else for this couple of month. Pretending I like to alone. Pretending I'm okay with all the shit things!!!
Some people say, It was a wonderful job. Not a hard job with a big payment for the beginning. I just have to be patient. They say I'm not that hard worker!..fine I don't care all the little crap they say..
I just can't handle it anymore..Just waiting the right time to quite this job^^

Some people ask.."what will you do after that?"Well, I don't know..I don't even have any plan or I don't even thinking about the plan yet
Maybe go to bali, enjoy some fun..go to vietnam, visiting my friend (hopefully the air ticket is not exceed than 70SGD^^), find a master program that provide the financial aid for me, go to Bandung have fun with my boyfriend..well, I don't know where is my next stop then

Well, maybe sometime you just can follow the flow. Don't put to much worry to your life, because sometimes all the plan is just won't work for you...
And if all the plan is won't work anymore...take a deep breathe. You may allowed to scream out loud. Run or whatever. Just follow your heart after that. Wherever your heart say "this is your next stop!" Then, you can stop there..

So, let's my heart decide where's my next stop!

(meoowww..where's my next stop?")

Some people say, women is all about heart and feeling with a little logic. Maybe they right ^^